Jealous of the moon.. because it gets to fly.
But yet it sits there, each day, and doesn't have the option of turning his head
to all the gory preverse actions of human pursuit.
We are all pursuing the same thing... but none of know what it is.
And how, is that in itself, not humbling.
We all think we deserve the world, handed to us on a gold platter.
Envious over things that don't matter.
A girl 15 lbs lighter... you would love to fit in those small of jeans.
Have men look at you like you see them look at her.
Buy that sports car and pick up arm candy to take around town.
Use your money to buy friends and with each toy, expect that hole to be,
once and for all, filled.
But it won't be... not at all.

So this would present a thought... who is ready for a change?
But what can you really change... when its not pyschology that we control.
And its not geology and its not astrology who tells us who we are.
Because we are all individuals... not a soul determined by someone in a cubicle
in some cloudy city.
The fear is what leads us all.
And it is what will lead most of us, until there is no more us left.

When you are stubborn and prideful by nature...
do you turn the other cheek or simply lean on the simple though tthat, hey!
This is me. Take it or leave it.
But what if they left it?

I would say that my thoughts are much too deep to confide in people.
And perhaps I have always known that and therefore adding to my
"closing up" and bottling up everything in my mind.
Or this world of mind... did I create it?
Am I just as bad as the fools in my path?
We all have skeletons in our closet and I do believe I have more than most.
Or maybe we are all just empty shells that fill with doubts and wisdom through
their lifetime.

But doubt has a negative association...
Except for that one philospher... what's his name... who had something
called the Principle of doubt or something to that effect.
Saying that whatever surpased hsi tests of doubts are the things that were
worthy for him to believe...
A very noble and earnest thought.
But are we so deserving... to find out the "meaning of life" in simple
deduction process'?

Though, these days it is new to teach your babies sign language.
Will anyone ever teach them how to COMMUNICATE?!
In this digital age... we're texting at the dinner table.
Emailing instead of phone calls... the gaps are widened by technology.
Yet we worship it, in the escape that it presents us.
Because thats all we ever really want to do.